creatingnikki:
where does so much grace come from?
after everything they did to you, how do you still find it in
yourself to be anything but kind to them?
(also, are we back to lowercase writing?
is Bukowski only validating this further?
really, though? are these the kind of men
you will keep getting your validation from?)
grace.
courteous goodwill.
how do you have so much of that?
and when does it stop being grace and
start being lack of self love and self respect?
an email response after 1.5 months.
your convenience, my grace?
my grace, your good karma?
do I respond now?
do I respond in May?
do I respond at all?
할까?
말까?
should I?
should I not?
out of all these questions,
the most important is this:
is my grace towards you a lack of grace towards myself?